DarkDreams13

I kicked my best friend to the curb yesterday. He is the only person who gives me peace when I feel like I am going mad. I don't understand how but he always manages to show up when I need him. Which makes it so hard to not have feelings for him. He doesn't have feeling for me. Why would he? I'm not pretty not even in the slightest. He got a new girlfriend, and he couldn't stop telling me about her and what they had done over winter break. It was so painful. Admittedly I am a coward. He came to the house to pick up something and so I wrote a letter telling him that I never wanted to see him again and hid it in the box. A few minutes later he

In high school I was treated like nothing more then some table guard dog, even that is being nice about it. I would think people would at least have the decency to remember the dog's name. I guess in someways it's my own fault, after all I rolled over and took it like a dog, for a long time. Even after high school to a lesser extent. One thing I never could figure out, people trusted me enough to tell me their dark little secrets and confide in me when they needed advice or to just vent, but couldn't remember who I was and could give a shit less when I needed someone.   Every single instance has driven me insane for the past 8 years. Finally